as always i have been going through a though period of times....
sad life as always...
every thing that i have did has a lot of mistakes....
and it is no matter friendship or studies...
i think i am such a failure...
because there is nothing that i can done well...
ya thats right i still like him...
eventhough it has been so long...
and i am not even in the same class with that person...
why it will be like that???
i also dunno...
feels quite sad..
and dunno why recently i have become more and more emotional and sensitive...
can cry without a reason....
can also be suddenly very quiet not feel like talking...which is emo...
dun even know why this will happen lor...
it cant blame anyone...it can only blame myself...
as for studies i feel like giving up le...
i know the next year o level i will sure cant get a good result...
i really want to go to jc...
but i think i can giving up the hope le...
if can get into polytechnic should be happy already...
this year is a really really tough year for me...

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