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zixiang,have been come in to the earth since 01/03/95
she LOVE herself,frenz and her family!!!:D
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a true and real friendships where no lies at all...
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

sorry 4 not posting 4 one weeks T.T
coz is reallly too tired lerh
n i now is almost one week dan write one time:))
n i will tell all of u guys my schedule 4 the week now
mon slack at home n go cut my hair
but the hair is damn ugly T.T
dunno y i m so shuay nvm liao lor
what done is done...
tue go out with chinese orchestra frenz, xinlei n xueli
wait outside 4 them at the library
n we do the hw together....but at least we go do 4 abt 2hours in the library
n dan becoz of xinlei n xueli keep saying hungry so we go 2 eat pour lunch
i oso dunno how 2 pronounce or spell the shop
i can onli say is a japan food which is at the basement of cwp
haha mi n xueli dun like 2 eat the veggie
hehe so we pass all the food 2 xinlei (poor xinlei get torture by us)
but they both say the food is nice which i dun tink so
i dun like the smell i tink is very weird
but nvm lah at least we have our lunch lerh
dan we go to popular to buy our books
the books is so heavy i really cant think abt my sec 3 life next year T.T
n i got 3 plastic bags xinlei onli got 2
n i m really sorry to the cashier
coz i pass all the small notes to him
n i neo he count the money until very bekchei
i oso bobian coz i dun have any big notes
dan after buying the books go 2 shiying hse to put the books in her house
dan we go shop at the cwp n stay most of our time in timezone
firstly we take our neoprints
dat dat is actually very funny cause i have 2 neoprints in a single day
after having neoprints we walk the cwp
but is too sian lerh so we go back to the library again
dan we borrow quite a no. of bks
dan go back to her house to take the books
n can oso shun bian c the baby muhaha
dunno if wanyun have a chance to c dis post
will sure very qi one haha:))
anyway the baby is really cute if i dun tink abt he snatch my bks ^^
i wan the baby!!! lol
anyway dats is somehow call off 4 the day liao
wed go to chinese orchestra n dan we meet liting n fiona 2 go 2 xinhui hse
i heard that liting had already reach i quickly chiong to the busstop
in the end? she go to 888plaza
we wait 4 her so long n fiona oso late 4 30 mins
waliao onli mi n sinyee the early one n didnt go anywhere else one
coz both of us are the guai one hehe^^
dan we take bus to xinhui hse
we spent most of our time copying the hw n listening to musics
only liting go n watch the tv until siao juz becoz is hk drama >.<
but my sinyee is really very kelian lor
she already finish n is like hen dui bu qi ta T.T
coz we busying copying n watching tv didnt really play with her
so very sorry to sinyee
n btw hor sinyee dun always tell mi to update u oso muz update ur 1 hor:]
but 4 dat day dunno y feels so tired
maybe is becoz getting sick lerh
when home feel so sleepy
n of course play audi with liting 4 awhile^^
thurs go play badminton with shiying n her parents
they play until very strong lor i give out all my strength lerh still cant b as far as their small force
so sadT.T i tink i muz train liao...
n after playing we went to the library again
n is really a lot of fun with shiying playing the badminton:)
n oso borrow books again but all the books i finish reading liao hw?
hu gt any recommendation?
n dan as i m a maid in my hse i bobian aft that muz chiong home to cook for my beloved bro
dan fri at first go to sy hse dan go bak to my hse again 2 put the bks
dan we at first want to go 2 the delicated 1 but is closed
so we go 2 cwp....watching ppl playing jackpot
dan go to north point to have our lunch
n dan go 2 amk hub to find the wallet shop but in the end cant fint it at all T.T
so bobian go bak to cwp again to buy the wallet 4 my bro at power 9 lor
haha dan after dat c the jackpot again i love the jp lor
if i gt money i will sure go play 1:))
but too bad i dun have T.T
dan we tok a lot of things but some i 4get lerh
n is really tired of putting such a long post!!! coz i wanna go play audi!!!
so bobian lah sorry hor sy dis is all 4 my dis week schedule
almost 4gt today go n c the doc
stupid lor i go there at 8:30 n write my names
but i wait there 4 2hours plus
becoz of too mani ppl go 2 get the injection lerh lah
the clinic shld b starting at 9
but is almost 9:40 dan gt the first patient
n becoz i m no. 14 i wait 4 damn long lor
n the most embarass is that i didnt bring enough money
call my bro n come, n my bro kip nagging n scolding at me lor
but that is not my fault coz is my mum didnt give enough money mah
anyways that all lerh^^ i wan play audi lerh^^


♥ 5:14 PM


Saturday, November 21, 2009

last few days didn't post much things
actually dis week i like almost everyday go out
mon n tue is go chinese orchestra
wed go 4 2hcl outing:))
is actually quite fun...
but is because of getting wet because of the stupid rain....
n oso because of this get fever oso...T.T
but at least now dun have lerh^^
reach home about 7 to 8pm...
heard from hweeteng n sonia that they reach home at abt 1130...
so late...but they say very fun i oso wanna go
but is too late liao.. will get scolded by mother 1 lor
anyway is so fun...eventhough some part is sianx 1...
but at least this is my first time go back home so late with my friends^^
dan abt thurs because i sick i didn't go 4 CO
yeah yeah i didnt go...i can skip 1 times with valid reason
but is so sianx at home nth 2 do....
onli smsing n chatting with people onli
dan practice my erhu lor
i so guai even didnt go 2 sch still practice^^
dan lastly is abt yesterday
went out with hweeteng sonia shiying huiying wanyun n rena :)
is really the first time that all of us had come out together:]]
we went to jurong point n walk 4 so long
is really very fun going out with them
as sonia n hweeteng will help 2 make the atmosphere become fun
eventhough sometimes will become a little bit siao with the both of them
but is indeed fun this is the fact that all of us cant deny
dan the whole day had end with going back home with hweeteng^^
is a pleasure that can be same class with frenz
n now once i think about the homework
i m going insane liao coz i have onli finish the chinese bk trails
ithers i havent do yet...n the maths is so difficult lor
really dunno how 2 do n so envy sinyee that she have already finish all hw liao
so gd lor now u can enjoy liao^^
n haha by next week the four of us can go out again
eventhough is copying the hw but at least can tok n c each other lerh^^


♥ 9:41 AM


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

This few days i tink of alot of things...
n oso watch almost finish the Vampire Knight!!!!:)
onli left with 1 episode now....T.T
i believe i will not 4get the characters 1
n love kaname zero n yukki always as they r my 1st anime characters that i have watch
n now i dunno y i love a part of the lyrics which is coming frm the song that u guys now can hear^^
the lyrics is like that:
i shouldn't have done that
i should have pretended not to know
Like i didn't see it,like i couldn't see it
i shouldn't have look at you in the first place
i should have ran away
i should have pretended that i wasn't listening
like i didn't hear it,like i couldn't hear it
i shouldn't have heard your love in the first place
without a word you made me know love
without a word you gave me love
because you took just a breath and ran away like this
without a word you made me know love
without a word you gave me love
because you took just a breath and ran away like this
wondering what to say next,my lips were surprised
because it came without a word
why does it hurt so much?
why does it hurt continuously?
except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
and that you are not here anymore
without a word love leaves me
without a word love abandons me
otherwise it is the same as before
without a word you made me know love
without a word you gave me love
because you took just a breath and ran away like this
without a word love leaves me
without a word love abandons me
wondering what to say next,my lips were surprised
without a word love leaves me
without a word love abandons me

without a word you made me know love
without a word you gave me love
because you took just a breath and ran away like this

without a word love leaves me
without a word love abandons me
wondering what to say next,my lips were surprised
because it came without a word
i shouldn't have done that
i should have pretended not to know
like i didn't see it,like i couldn't see it
i shouldn't have looked at you in the first place
dun u guys think that the lyrics have a beautiful meaning?
n the lyrics is so nice^^
n now is looking forward to the class outing tml!!!^^





♥ 10:00 PM


Sunday, November 15, 2009

我不知道什么是亲情,
我只知道如果事实上有情的话决不可能是那种看钱走路的人!!!!
你等着等到我有能力的一天,
我一定会搬出来去,
不会认你这个爸爸!!!!!!
因为我不稀罕有你这种爸爸,
看钱走路的爸爸!!!不要我这个就不要生我!!
你有一个儿子就够了
不许要我这种‘没有出息’的女儿!!!
我恨你!!!
从今以后,
我在也不会为你对我所讲的话而刘眼泪!!!
因为我已经觉悟了!!!


♥ 3:58 PM



yesterday go out with sinyee too bad is that fiona n liting didnt come
coz one of them is playing sdo at home dun wan 2 come out
the other is going 2 hongkong liao
so onli mi n sinyee...we do a lots of things
we at first wanting to go n eat lunch first
but there is no sit at all....
so we go to popular wanting 2 compare the price of the books
but in the end? cant c the price at all coz its block
n bobian have 2 go shopping... we go a lot of shops
is a pleasant 1 long time didnt shop like this liao
n after all this windows shopping we went 4 our lunch
n we eat 4 so long....n that is my 1st time eating that
we go 2 the library n finds lots of bks 4 the chinese bk trail
n we finally do finish lerh
n i oso help sinyee do some of it
while sinyee help me 2 find the bks
it is quite shock that we can finish it very fast
eventough we onli come out 4 abt 3hrs
i found that we have done alot of things
i tink nex time muz drag fiona n liting come liao
no matter they want or not
coz without them is somehow bu wan zheng lerh
n dun worry i will organize 1 after liting dat gorilla come back
n i really dun want to be a shock or bomb monkey
fiona laopo quickly change 4 mi!!!


♥ 1:16 PM


Friday, November 13, 2009

2day go to sch early...2 mit with sinyee n b4 going 2 sch i already neo wat class i m in nex year liao
coz fiona gt tell mi n mayleng oso...n oso tell mi dat i m the same class with Sinyee :DD
but i m nt in same class with fiona n liting lerh T.T
wanted to be in same class wan
but dunno y?
but at least now i m in the same class with sinyee, hweeteng n esther:DD
n 4 liting n laopo we will b in the same class 4 MT
coz we r in 2HCL muhaha
n 2day is actually a very happy day 4 mi
coz i get all the subject that i wanted
but bcoz of 1 msg 1 call make my happiness all gone away
really dunno y our distance become so far
n i really dun haf the meaning of saying u look down at me
is juz dat u guys result r too gd lerh
which i really dun wan to make comparison with u guys
n when u always say do u tink my result is very gd?
seriously ur result is very gd becoz is an A
which make myself feel that i m actually so stupid...
dat i no matter hw hardworking i m...my result is still a B4
so i do not want to tell...n dunno y haf the feeling dat u r always compare with others...
no matter is hu?
so wo bu xiang yao zuo jian zi ji
wanting 2 improve myself 2 achieve higher result
but i m always ban tu er fei 1 dunno y...
but i m sure that i will remain the contact with fiona sinyee n liting
eventhough we r in different class(except 4 sinyee)
but we r always the emo society n the citizens of the monkey country
as i feel that through this year i have known such gd friend in my left
as they r the ones hu make mi feel comfortable with
n the person dat i can tok all the secrets n sadness 2 them
i really really will not 4get u guys de!
n pls make sure that dun nex year fang wo ge zi hor.:DD


♥ 2:08 PM


Friday, November 6, 2009

2day mit at 11am again with Fiona n liting
to buy our 定情信物...the monkey soft toy
but liting again overslept...so she late for 15 mins
n while waiting 4 her my slippers spoilt...
dan mi n fiona go n buy...
but in the end...buy the type that i m uncomfortable with...
bacoz of the budget i have....:(
wear until my leg damn pain lor...
but nvm coz after buying the monkey my leg nt pain liao
lol...coz i m too happy lerh:]]
n once again really thanx fiona 4 the present:)
n after buying n taking the photo...
i have 2 mit with huiying yamei n wanyun...
so have to bobian say gdbye to my beloved fiona n liting
dan is like frm the start when everybody reach...
i m the 1 hu is left out again...
the things that they have been toking...
i cant go in at all...
is lyk we r living in the two different world
but nvm 我已经习惯了
就算我不习惯得话,我还能怎样?
n all this kind of libving in two world atmosphere have continue until the going to the cinema
but in the cinema is different liao
coz yamei n huiying keep toking while mi n wanyun keep quiet n watch our movie
while in the movie wanyun tell mi to stay after she left
as she nid 2 visit her grandmother
the reason is very simple becoz
she say that if i left huiying will oso leave(which i dun tink so...)
n than will lave shiying n yamei both alone...
she oso say if i remain not to go n stay with them
shiying huiying n yamei can tok among themselves
n mi can b the emo 1 again since i lyk 2 emo
which at that point of time..i really dun neo wat to say 2 her
as is nt i lyk 2 emo or i wan 2 emo
is that i cant go in to your topics whats the point of toking
n is lyk i been left out is 应该 one
which i felt quite upset actually..
but heng is that when she say all this is while the movie thus
the movie had make mi laugh alot
so can 4 get the things that she said 4 awhile
after wanyun left...i really really become the emo 1
as at least if wanyun is there i can tok 2 her sometimes
but nw she is nt there anymore...
n this continues until shiying comes
but at least shiying comes liao
things get better... at least i gt some1 to tok 2...
but i can sense that huiying is lyk hen bu shuang mi n shiying lyk that
dunno y juz can sense through her expressions n the way she toks...
i can only say that the distance between huiying become further n further
i dun neo wat to say to her...n dunno what she actually thinks
as she sometime say this sometime say that
n i really cant 4get hw much pain she have give mi...
eventhough i really try nt to think abt it
but nvm i believe things may get better when time goes by
i really hope so...
4get abt the sad things juz think abt the monkey n movie
2day is actually quite a pleasant day actually:]]


♥ 6:09 PM


Thursday, November 5, 2009

2day woke up quite early at 8am to bath and prepare myself for going out
with fiona liting n sinyee...
before that go audition first to play a little bit n search the net lor
btw liting in audition say she will not be late when she is meeting us...
in the end??still late...
but the most alamak 1 is fiona lor she tot we mit at 1130 which is 30 min late than the actual time..
lol...but at least she come very fast...didnt wait for very long...
after that we went to timezone to take our neoprints...
which is the 1st time for liting..which is quite unbelievable...
but nvm her 1st time is with us thus she will rmb us 4ever 1...:]]
the neoprint i m so ugly lor...but nvm others pretty can liao
n liting is super cute!!!!! in the photo
n after all these we make our way to jurong point...
n the most funny is that all their curses have happen to me...
i have been jia dao liao lor...becoz of fiona:]
but the next time i neo that in mrt when go in or come out cant stand behind fiona liao lol
we walk for very very long
first find fiona aunt present than go to minitoons n minibits to find present...
dan after all these we finally have our lunch...which is eating the pepper lunch...
very fun seah hope to have more chance to let all four of us to come out n in 2gether:)
n since all of us r the monkey citizens thus we nid to buy the monkey soft toy
to yoyo n cici n when we r in the cwp minitooons we finally found 1
which is a keychain but.....there is only 1 of it:(
n the salesman keep asking us to buy the big 1 but all of us dun wan
so in the end fiona decided to buy all of us one each the big 1 which is very expensive...
i m shock that fiona had decided to buy 4 us...she is too gd to us liao
so we have decided each of us pay half of the money lor
but really thanx 2 fiona as she help us to pay the money
n let mi can give my mum an explanation that this monkey is my fren give 1..
love you laopo!!! love liting n sinyee oso!!!
hope we can still come out 2gether again n b frenz 4ever!!!!!!:D


♥ 8:22 PM


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

last week is our last day of school
n we choose our subjects....
really really hope that can b same class with all of my beloved frenz
n liting always say that she cant b in the same class with me...sinyee oso
which make mi feel very sad n the atmosphere become very weird...
really hope that miracle will happen so that all of us will b in the same class
even if that does nt seem possible...T.T
dan now my hope is with my laopo liao lor
FIONA LAOPO u muz b in the same class with me hor...
if nt i will b very sad 1...
btw dis few days i tink that sometimes
the things that i have felt last time seems to be wrong
so really hope that i can nw help myself to change my mind...lol
anyway past few days tok with xinhui fiona sinyee n liting n play a fool
with 1 another...very fun lol
n oso on the last day of the school...
when to sinyee house(the princess hse)...
her hse is so beautiful lor
like a princess like that..lol
but indeed her hse is pretty lor...
n really hope that the holidat can b a relax 1
nt everyday gt CCA or dohw until siao...
dan yesterday fiona early in the morning call mi..ask mi if i can go out ant
is such a pity i cant lor..
coz is last min 1 n my mum is at home
so bobian lor coz i tot mayb will be goin outwith my parents
but in the end
my father lie 2 us... so in the end didnt go out at all T.T
n if i neo dat i ll try 2 go out with fiona 1 lor..
coz it seems more fun...
it seems so many tings happen dis few days...
even jiejie oso call mi liao
but it seems thatour distance become further n further lerh
but she had oso give mi hope that i mayb goin 2 the subject that i wan
but anyway feel quite excited abt the trip 2 Jurong poing on thursday...
n it will be a wondeful memory 4 all of us ba:)


♥ 2:32 PM