dunno y this few days like to cry so much
maybe is because of the 2 novel that i have read
or maybe of repeating myself to watch death note:L change the world
or even maybe because of the examinations results?
feeling like everything in the world is not that good like what u have expected
n maybe what the things that you hope for will become nothing
n even let u feel disappointed
i really dunno y
maybe next time i should watch or read a happy ending 1?
but if everything is happy isn't it too fantasy?
this few question keep asking myself
which let me myself dunno what is the good one n the bad 1...

♥ 10:25 AM

today get back the chemistry paper liao..
juz pass only..at first is fail 1 lor
but now pass liao...is actually quite happy that i actually pass
even though the result is not that good...
but i m zhi zu 1 haha
then after all this neoing the result is already 11am liao lor
we actually dismiss at 10am 1 lor
drag until so long...
finally finally i go pierce liao...
haha this time not sure will be a success 1
but i really hope so...XD
n now my ears become so red
n many things cant eat...
my mum will sure nag n nag liao...
sob sob T.T
n lastly i found that all tis is so sianx lor
nothing 2 do liao
n i decided if i gt time i will go n watch the anima(Vampire Night)...
sianx...

♥ 12:07 PM

2day wake up late n at 1st is quite happy 1
but now i dun tink so liao ba
coz getting almost all the results liao
n all of them is like very lousy like that lor
is like i never study like that
n i really gt study wat...y the resilt still like that
n even the dnt fail liao lor
everything that i study until siao 1 only get so low...
should i next time dun study liao?
coz my results is always like that...
didnt make a difference at all
i really scare abt my chemistry lor
now is like i everything oso cant do at all
juz wait 4 my death sentence like that..lol XD
other than that i really wan my frenz 2 go n watch autumn corcento lor(dunno if spell correct ant)
but sinyee dun wan say nt interested than hu can watch with me seah?
nobody can discuss with me lor....T.T
pls every1 go n watch coz is very nice
n i oso wanting 2 go out leh...
hu wanna go out with me or go ktv?
nothing 2 do this few days so sianx
is juz a word can describe me now
n that is BORED T.T

♥ 4:47 PM

2day the whole day is so sian lor
n is all bcoz of sian
i tell all the things that i can abt that person
to fiona sinyee n liting liao n i m really surprise
until i dunno wat to ans
as this is the first time ppl ask abt his name
n they ask many things lor
juz only hope that they will not say out the things
cause i trust u guys:)
n 2day they say that the whole class neo i like that A person b4
lol if that kind of 'like' is call like
dan i can only say that i love that person until i can die liao lor
cause i really couldnt 4get him
eventhough i really try 2 T.T
so pls pls dun tok abt mi n the A person again liao
coz there is nth at all :)
n now looking forward to pierce again
hope that this time will be a sucess:)
coz i dun wan to pierce for a fourth time:)
lastly u guys cannot say put the things hor
if nt xia chan hui hen can de hehe:)

♥ 12:27 PM

2day i m very disappointed with my results
dunno y?
but i only neo dat i m damn disappointed with my maths and history
for my maths dat i think dat 42 out of 60
is my worst marks dat i have ever get
i m really sad abt it as at that point of time i tink dat
if my best subject already get dis kind of marks hw abt my other subjects?
but luckily i add other 4 marks so still get 46
eventhough is not that gd but at least is more closer to 50
n i m scare abt my paper 2 lor
coz paper 2 is more difficult
but nvm liao lor now can only shun qi zi ran liao lor
sob sob T.T
n for my history i can swear that i really put a lot of effort in it
until i didnt touch the chemistry at all:(
n that is actually my most confident paper liao
n yet?
only get so low, very regret that y i didnt study 4 chemistry at all
so this 2 are the subkects that i m disappointed with n sad with
for the others subjects, i m actually quite happy liao
coz i already expected that my english will either juz pass or fail
but at least juz pass so nvm:)
n 4 chinese n physic i really didnt expected that i can get quite high
so now can only hope that others paper that i get back dun fail can liao
n get into express can liao lor:(

♥ 3:45 PM

yesterday go out with shiying with a sudden call
wanting me 2 help her maths
so thats why we meet, anyway i also need to go to library 2 return back the books
while waiting for shiying
i saw both the shuai ge liao
haha..1st time seah...seeing them with their home clothes not with their uniform
n both of them are together with some of their friends
anyway just saw them liao lor
butby the time go in to the library i cant fin them lor
if not i will sure go n take their pics to show to hweeteng 1
anyway this few days nothing to do
just using the computer until like siao like that like for now
i have already on my com 4 abt 12 hrs liao lor...
becoz of reading novels n watching videos...
now i m watching 下一站，幸福 n loving you a thousands times
but i cant chiong for the drama liao
coz the first drama is only having the 1st episode neah
n for the second drama dunno y couldnt c in vikki
stupid lor....
nevermind i will try the next time 1:)
anyway now is going to save money liao
coz got too many things need to do liao...
so i will do my best to save the money 1
n oso for the next 2 days of exam
so jy every1:D

♥ 4:17 PM