this week have a lot of homework...
and is like many many things i don't understand
and also dunno how to do
suddenly feels that i am so stupid...
almost all the hw taht the teacher had give i dunno how to do
and leave a lot of blank T.T
than now still know that tml sure stay in sch for damn late one...
because of the 10 year
but i really really dunno how to help mi myself in my studies
as i alot of things dun understand...
maybe i think i now having tuition on a maths
than if mid year the result if i get an A than i dun want tuition for maths liao
and if my science is not good than i will tuition for my science bah
but all these still need to see first
now feels so hopeless...and i m so lazy
that i dun have the feeling to do any hw at all
i also dunno why...maybe is because of the holiday too slack lerh
so thats why i now everyday thinks of slacking
but i really hope that this situation will not continue
if not for sure the results will be damn terrible one
and is like hearing next week already have class test
zheng ge ren jiu hen sianx lerh
is only the 2nd week of sch jiu you test lerh....
but alos bobian now i really cant slack anymore bah
but i cant help it also....jiu rang yi qie shun qi zi ran bah....T.T

♥ 11:26 AM

today is already the third day of sch...
but my bro already no need to go to sch for 3 days...
is good and bad as he has mc and need to go to kk hospital again on fri...
diao lor...today he had such high fever until i cant sleep properly...
coz of taking care of him...and that cost a lot of money as he pay 90dollars for the fee...
so expensive seah...
anyway now talk back to sch life....
is so sianx T.T really miss my holidays and can also sleep until so late...
but now have to sleep as early as possible...
and everyday is like 3plus than dismiss from school
is like really damn tired...which have make me myself everday went back home to go and sleep
if not i really think i will be damn tired
and the most funny is that today is already the third day of sch lerh
but we other than maths, english and chinese we didnt have any other lessons at all
cause of the teacher either didn't come or talking about the criteria...
is like the bag damn heavy and some teachers didnt come like the tb bring also no use...
just like yesterday going to sch without learning any new things or hae any lessons at all
cause teacher are absent zzz...
but bobian lah we as the student cant do anything at all
and i m actually feeling stress and tired in the class
as actually there is no much ppl i can talk to...
coz hweeteng got her frenz
and only left me can sometimes talk to sinyee jieyi and esther
which is actually quite happy that got ppl to talk to^^
but is really stress being in this class
sometimes i really dunno what me myself have been doing and thinking
i think that my life is really like no hope lerh
as i feels that i dun have the confident of doing well in the science, maths and engllish(as ms chala tell us to get B3 and above)...T.T
and now is like everything i cant do well...
the only thing that can make me myself become more relax and not thinking of the stress thingy...
is the book or any storybook which can make me read and forget all the unhappiness...
but now seems i cant really solve this situation yet...as i didn't read quite much
coz no time...
now can only hope that time can cure all my unhappiness and stress
and also have a good result bah...cause this year is really quite important for everyone....

♥ 9:49 PM